I was really surprised to hear from Crash after we had shot her 'Swan Song' film. It was supposed to be her last ever spanking, from anyone. The fact that she called in the early morning (2 a.m. When the clubs closed) really surprised me. She was crying and I guess had a horrible night. She told me she was feeling lost and really wanted to see me. I told her to get a cab home and to call the next day when she gets up. I figured that would be the last I heard from her. At 5:00 p.m. she called me and we talked about why she had called me before. She was burning out with her suspension work and her health was suffering. She didn't know how to refuse work, even when she felt to sore to move sometimes. If you had ever seen her suspension act you would see why. 'I just need a man to scold me and make me slow down' she told me. I was the only man that spanked her and she needed the safety my punishments provided. I wanted you to see that section of the film, because this was her main request. "I will accept whatever punishment you give me, but please start on my jeans and use your hand. She told me 'Make me submit to your spankings'. I knew exactly what she needed (and at this point deserved) enjoy this look back at what prompted this spanking, with a fresh understanding, as to why it is special.